I said i was a lyricist once, but i'm a lyricist with a messed up mind

To prove the topic statement, i'm offering some lyrics that i wrote one night that i was feeling very down about myself, and it's sad how often i do that nowadays. but here it is.

to eminem's not afraid:
you can't ever look me in the eyes when i'm spittin
cause my mind's getting too incredibly livid
if you see my dreams in my eyes it'll be hard to try
but you cant stop yourself from bein terribly addicted
to this kid that's ventin his life perspective
off the record, recorders off i'm still respectin
those who say i'm nadda
gottem bottem of the rosta
but are stll givin him props ta
bein all but an imposta
cause he know's hes gotta
be the god or somethin like the fatha
of the game, it's not the same
when in another plane/ of existence
feels like i'm shootin misses
ridicliss, thought i'd have comfort from a misses
but shit it's// gettin rough//
i'm runnin out of luck//
cause all my motivation just left on the last bus/
i got no tokens, now i'm losin potence
feels like all i have is a metallic or a rope end//

random lyrics that i made up on the spot:
consider this the note that a liquid bracelet writes
it recites it's innermost perception of life
how it woulda been right if it never existed
life woulda been greater if this note wasn't writtin
the kinda thing that knocks you on ya ass like perscriptions
the note that holds the red words of the victims
hoping they latched to the ears of the private
ones to whom their love wasn't admitted
you know that thing you read after you realize what's gone
is something you really wanted by ya side all along
the thing that makes you not sleep at night
with words that ignite sparks of unkind delights
the note that makes you binge over for comfort
cause the writer was clearly asking to unearth
the truth to the mystery of their own history
and why it wasn't clear to be one of this ministry
the note that speaks the problems of all sorts
to the one and only solution that comes forth
so to the skinny metal pressed against the grain
this note goes down the street splitting these veins.

and more others:

i wanna be the one that is never refused
that individual, that you wish
was always there right out the blue
you know, the guy who makes those wrong things right
the guy who pulls from the dark and sets you into what is left of the light
i want the power like a bullet
the boost from the gun
the prospects to let all know that i am number 1
the important guy on the pedastals of many
just a compliment in itself could do plenty
to keep my spirits lifted
to keep my soul shifted
towards a positive direction, cause im minus sign fishin

Wow... those are good dude.

And ----> "i wanna be the one that is never refused
that individual, that you wish
was always there right out the blue
you know, the guy who makes those wrong things right
the guy who pulls from the dark and sets you into what is left of the light
"

Major like (: because it's true.

It's all stress invoked, yet half the time it doesn't makeme feel better

I have watched him come up with this stuff out of nowhere