The Cupid is heartbroken. T.T

Hi there...
It's me, your friendly cupid Hina Hikari who had just experienced her first ever heartbreak. Any advice?

He's not really my boyfriend but we have been together for maybe 4 years now. No commitment. And now... yeah.. you already know what happened next. T.T

yeah, i know...
and i was supposed to act like as if i didnt know...
so sad
he texted me earlier... and ask if i can console you...
so uhmmm... cheer up.... imma kill him for you!!! LOL xD kidding

shit. there goes my first heartbreak. T.T
the sad thing is, I don't usually love anyone (ravine, you know me.. I'm not emotional), so yeah. I unexpectedly and unknowingly liked him more than a friend without realizing. >.> and now, (insert most terrible swear here), I didn't expect him to just say it so bluntly. shit. at least now I know how it feels.

well.. he was thinking bout how to say it to you for like
a few weeks now...
i tried to tell him that he's making an unreasonable excuse, but yeahhh... he still
did it... O.o
he even talked to me bout it in person last Wednesday...
the time he sent a message to you on facebook....
and also, i still dont know what his main reason is.. i was asking if there's another... but he said no...

and he was even thinking how to say it?!!! he seemed like it was nothing for him when he said told me that over the chat!! >.> nah well. haha.. T.T

if only i can be there for u..,

haha.. thanks. I wish you'd really be my bodyguard in the real world. XD

=) i hate him. if given a chance id punch him straight in the face for hurting u. then ill really be ur bodyguard. =) cheer up -gives her a rose- its edible. lol

Young love......it can mess you up sometimes...if you want some real advice, you'll have to give me the whole story and I think i can help you throuh it.

Well this topic does not remind me of happy times and I agree with Dom you probably need to provide more details but it's you descision if you want to share or not

well, everyone knows I'm not originally from Australia (since I'm Asian), and yeah, we just moved here for like 1 year ago. so in the first few months, everything was still okay. he's that kind of person who always leaves messages in my email and facebook saying he'll wait for me and etc... we've been together for maybe 4-5 years now but no commitment.
and yeah, I said I'll wait for him as well. cause I plan on going home after I finish my medicine course here.

and it was not until a few hours ago that he said he wanted to part ways all of a sudden in the chat. T.T his reason was...reasonable anyway. lol. since he's a realist and he thinks it'll never work out.

but still, that was my first ever...hmm, how should I say it... emotional attachment? lol. XD cause I'm not a very emotional person, but I, as I said before, unexpectedly got so attached to him without even realizing it.

and now that he said that, (insert worst swear here). i'm lost. XD

sorry. i just don't have anyone to talk to about it since my bestest friends are in my former country. T.T (and yeah, don't even think about suggesting my parents. they'll kill me if I said I actually fell in love with someone. >.>)

Whoa! Don't let it affect your studies!! XD
I've gone through that as well, so I know how it feels..just don't get too affected by it, and cheer up! XD

-gasp-
alright, bring him out. imma punch him in the face till he looks like s..t.

Ok here goes............

Obviously he said this for one of two reasons(And I hate to break your heart about it but being a guy, i know guys)

1. He has already broken the whole I'll wait for you promise with another chick. What it is, he feels so guilty about it, that he feels that breakiing it off with you would clear his concious a bit bc he is feeling ever so guilty AFTER the fact.

2. Not as bad as the first, he may have let a few of his friends get in his head about it and they want him to cut loose a bit.

The only advise I can give you is to let it go and breath a sigh of relief that there was nothing you did wrong to make him come to that decision. What could you do so wrong being that far away?? Nothing. So its obviously him who has the problem. There are plenty of guys out here in the world who will treat you with the respect you deserve. Look forward and not back. You deserve to be happy.

@keitaro... >3< riiight. so I'm going to act like nothing happened? lol.. okay.. ahaha.. i lost something important, lost something i built up for 4-5 years, and lost something priceless (<--- the rule of three. lol), and I'll just act like nothing happened. cool. XD

@void.. lol lol.. im not angry at him or anything. if so, I would've just said The Cupid is Angry... XD

@dom. nah. doesn't work that way. he has no 'chick'. XD cause Ravine confirmed that to me. and his friends know more than to interrupt with his life. in the end, it's his unknown decision after all. >.>
and heck, i get that 'there are a lot of guys in the world' thing a lot. but it doesn't work the same. >.> he's actually far different than any guy really. unexpectedly perfect. XD

If you say so girl. Just dont be naive about it completely. Ive been through a lot at my age, and may think everything is peachy but believe things can go sour in a heart beat. TRUST ME on that one. Ive lived it already

you're not a girl. XD we're different. aside from being better (), statistics suggests that women are far more emotional than men, though men tend to do suicide more often.. ahaha.. so yeah, this supports my hypothesis () that women can handle things better than men.. muwahahaha..

(-.-') sorry. just needed something to vent my craziness. XD

By all means if you want to base it on statistics go right ahead. Statistics are just numbers my lady. I'm telling you no stat could ever replace a true experience. I think I handled being dragged through the mud quite well considering I dont see my daughter like I want to bc of it. Believe me, I only tell you this bc I care bout you enough to want you to grow from it. I thought everything you did about that someone those some years ago.....and I said exactly what you said, and I was one naive mo fo for saying it bc it blew up in my face.

lol, i didn't say that you should act like nothing happened..haha..I just wanted to tell you that you shouldn't let your emotions creep into you so much that one day it may eventually affect your studies and such. XD

oh god.. lol
its like a diary in here :)))

I've been there Hina ahaha. <3 Long distance relationships are aways hard. Trust me.. -_- I'm in one at the moment. (Silly Haji.) But really dear, you've got our wholeee life ahead of you. One day you'll meet a super awesome dude who will totally blow this guy into the sky like Team Rocket. You just have to hang in there and keep looking for now! Awwright?! You can do it.

It'll take some time, but you'll get through it. Find some distractions for now! Focus on something else and little by little the pain will go away:)

"Poor cupid, don't worry there're tons of other fish in teh sea. Natty's right, find something to distract you," I said and hugged you :)

love is tricky i've been dumped alot before but i met kaida and if i still lived where she does i know i would have fallen in love with her like how i did on here.